break my fall

every time i think that what i am feeling is real or that we might actually have a chance, you say or do something which puts me in my place. you always seem to remind me that we have no hope at the perfect moments-- those times right before i give in. i guess i should be thankful. but this yo-yo situation really isn't working for me.

can't you just do what you have to do already? let's just get this over with, please.