Monday, May 28

wild.

how do you catch a cloud and pin it down?
how do you keep a wave upon the sand?
how do you hold a moonbeam in your hand?

-- Maria from The Sound of Music

Thursday, May 24

takaw-mata.

takaw-mata...

...what a frickin turnoff.

i hate strongly dislike it when people during buffets/potlucks in social functions (you know what i'm talking about. not the one's you pay for, of course), pile up their plates until it resembles a hill mountain. that, in itself, i find to be so inconsiderate and, well, plain rude. but then again, acceptable in a sense. i guess we can all just handle different amounts of food at a time. if you look at it from that perspective, i guess, it's "okay"

but what irks me all the more is when they don't finish what's on their plate. when you just see half-eaten plates of good food in the trash or merely left on their tables. again, the word inconsiderate comes to mind. i wish we would think of others before ourselves. is it so hard to save a scoop of food or two for another person? if we all did this, then if we wanted more, there would still be enough on the serving platter, maybe.

"how about that guy at the end of the line?"


Wednesday, May 23

aut0matic c0ol

recent aut0matic c0ols:
  • going to go see the hills0ng united concert this friday! i've wanted to see them live since i was around 12! i'm so excited! [ to chloebear: i'll see you there! ]
  • MIGHT go to california in july! very baduy reason. but i was promised by the buddy i am going with that we will have loads of fun. i guess we will!
  • it's payday on friday! i'm sorry, but paydays still excite me so!
  • may watch shrek the third over the weekend or sometime next week for sure! i just really, really, really want to watch it already! and no, i don't care how much y'all didn't like it.
  • i don't hate you anymore! aut0matic c0ol at its finest!

Tuesday, May 22

MK PDMLA

Monday, May 21

break my fall

every time i think that what i am feeling is real or that we might actually have a chance, you say or do something which puts me in my place. you always seem to remind me that we have no hope at the perfect moments-- those times right before i give in. i guess i should be thankful. but this yo-yo situation really isn't working for me.

can't you just do what you have to do already? let's just get this over with, please.

and..

.. the feeling that i'm falling further in love

makes me shiver, but in a good way..

-- Stephen Speaks

Sunday, May 20

get it? -- the challenge.

if you "get it"
then, you win.............bragging rights :)

get it?

she sees not with her eyes, but with her Soul. searching over the Horizon for that one thing that will change everything. over hills, over waters, over troubled minds. she was the one who constantly said to herself that Always believing would be enough. she was the first one to lose faith. and hope. and the first to lose sight of love. she walks into her bedroom-- the one wherein she often cried herself to sleep. she cracks open her suitcase-- the one still half-filled, or half-emptied, from the last time she tried to get away. she stuffs it to the rim this time. it was never this full before. she struggles to Zip it shut. just as hard as she struggles to say her goodbyes. she takes another leap of faith. but is that truly what it is? maybe, it's really a leap of the lack of faith. maybe sometimes, this is what we need to take. maybe sometimes, Always believing just doesn't quite cut it. she runs. no, she seeks. seeks for that one thing, the one that has changed everything. and then, there's you. you always thought You knew her. no, you were certain. but how in the world did you find her? how do you find the one who cannot find herself? she.

Friday, May 18

magic spaceship...

...will fly us away
past hundreds over thousands of stars
minutes over hours roll by
over and over again
hold on tight,
don't let go
open your eyes
and find ourselves right back where we started...

...so, this is love?

time machine

i d0n't hate you anymore.


i'm free!

Wednesday, May 16

bar the door

they say that another person's attribute which you cannot stand is one which you have as well.
yes, maybe i'm just as boastful, as much of an egoistic jerk, and as much of a pathetic loser as you are. oh, the sacrifices one makes to prove a point.

maybe the only difference between you and i is that i-- wait, i can't continue that sentence. because unlike you, i have cla-- wait, see, i can't finish this one either. i can't really speak my mind without being like you. or should i say, without being myself.

i'm cornered and frustrated. bad combination, if you must know. it's time for me to shut up.

hoy

who do you think you are!?

get over yourself, man!

Saturday, May 12

play.

If for some unfortunate reason you haven't seen this commercial yet, here:



I still rofl everytime this comes on!! :]

Wednesday, May 9

Tristan + Isolde

So I saw this movie and realized that...

...this is exactly how I feel.

...yes, exactly this.

And just so you know, you do this to me. Happy now?

Wednesday, May 2

the eternal optimist.

...that's all I will ever be, the optimist.

Let's see what good will come of it.